I miss you so much 💜

Dear Mum

There have been so many days in the past few weeks (or the past 15 weeks to be honest) that I have just wanted to call you and have a wee natter. I desperately want to tell you about my day; the good, the bad, the ugly, and the amazing! Then it’s like a lightning bolt hits and I remember I can’t. Instead, I send you a text message, a video, a photo, or watch a video to hear your voice.

This week has been a rollercoaster, a rollercoaster of emotions! I don’t know why, it’s just been hard, really hard. I’m tired, coming down from the trip to the UK, I don’t know why; it’s just been one of those weeks.

It’s Lachie’s birthday today, and Ollie hasn’t been well. I’m positive Kel’s would do anything to chat with you right now. In the past, that’s what we would have always done, if one of the little people were sick, we would have called you 💜

I have so much I want to tell you and will in time, I just wanted to say ‘hello’, give you a hug, and tell you that ‘I Love You’. Here’s a photo of the twins at school, they miss you so so much.

I miss you so much.

I Love You 💜

Matt

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